Monday, December 29, 2008

Instant Karma

I miss my blog! Basically I've been going through a personal energy shift for the better, but it's requiring me to combine my reflective inner nature, with another part of my self that is desiring more social integration, after the long inner retreat since having my son Christian [who'll be 8 tomorrow]

This may sound like an odd analogy but I said to a new friend the other day, "it's like I've been incarcerated" and I'm now trying to enter back into society. Obviously I've left my house on a daily basis worked, did errands, and things with my son. But, at times is was like I existed in a cocoon while going through the motions of life.

It initially started when my mind and body had to re-adjust to motherhood after already raising a family and being more carefree, this coupled with exhaustion and other factors put me in a real 'inward' mode. Now, I got use to that, and I'm working on the reverse trying to be outgoing again! Hopefully I'll strike a balance because both frames of mind have something different to offer.

So the above is where I've been at which also ties in with my topic for this post, which is based on insights I've received and observations I've made. OK we all know by now that we're in a "Change year" right? Not only politically but in every way. Even the bad economy is part of a breaking down of an old system to re-build a new one.

We hear talk of Indigo children and crystal children, highly evolved kids with their higher faculty of intuition intact, and hopefully more awakened parents and teachers who know how to interact in a higher more enlightened way. I already see this, the parent/teacher conferences I have today with Christian's [my 8 yr. old]teachers are much different in dialog than they were for my older sons years ago. So times are progressing....yey! "YES WE DID!" I love saying that...from Obama's Yes We Can mantra.

The other thing I'm noticing is the energy is speeding up on the planet and things seem to happen within the "speed of light" {actually that IS what's occurring...more LIGHT...literally!} With this things get shaken up a lot. This past year flew, seems like it was just Christmas 07 6 months ago verses a full 1 year. previous posts mainly pertain to the candidates and election I spoke of "THE BOOMERANG EFFECT" also called 'instant karma'....John Lennon really knew what he was talking about. This has to do with things that are said coming back to the one that said them verses injuring the one they intended to harm. NOT to re-hash the election...BUT, the clearest example of this was when the neo-cons and the McCain camp commented {wished for} rain during the DNC convention for Obama that was held outdoors at Mile High field. WELL...we know what happened later on for the was almost cancelled, many no shows due to Gustav and that series of hurricanes. Even news anchors were using the word KARMA, related to that situation.

OK, the positive side of this is good 'instant karma' is also coming to people quickly, automatically due to their love, positive intentions and actions, and sacrifices made on behalf of others. I truly feel that I am on the verge of this myself...on 3D earth dimension I say "IT'S ABOUT TIME!" but also on the higher spiritual level I sense a feeling of harvest coming...we reap what we sow. I see this for others too, particularly those that have been through pain and suffering.

The flip side of this is I'm also observing that those who has smooth sailing even due to their own hard work and efforts, may now be having tougher times either with health, prosperity and so on. If their intentions have been focused more materially or worldly the speed ed up energy is now effecting them...of course it's for the better in the long run. Energy does not stand may get blocked...but always finds a way to flow again; even if it has to burn out the obstruction to it's flow.

The USA as an entity is going through this, and the world, and planet are collectively; thus the 'upheaval' but also the changes and good.

I'm noticing people bypassing this thing we call 'time' which doesn't even exist anyhow. For instance more seem to be falling in love rapidly, getting married, having other fast, positive changes happen from 'almost out of nowhere.' Of course this 'new' energy and the universe is actually simply supporting the long held intentions of an individual. Also sudden out of the blue deaths, I'm hearing more about, some souls are just making quick snapshot decisions to leave, almost without notice. Like MSNBC's anchor of Meet The Press's Tim Russet, he just left, seemed like he still had a lot of good to was puzzling. And I've heard of friends loved once passing in this same sudden fashion. It doesn't seem random, because it seems to be occurring within a wave.

So if you've been progressing along on your path you should start to experience your reward so to speak. If you've been distracting or deliberately avoiding tending to your souls path you will begin to get your wake up call and this may pose some changes and discomfort for you. There's always others there to help even when we may not recognize this fact. Hang on enjoy the ride! Look to children, they are here to help us, I don't mean burden them of overly rely on them, but be with them, watch them, they are cute, wise, and funny! Last quick note pertaining to children: anyone not treating them properly or lovingly will loose them, one way or another even by state intervention; this is their time...they are needed to make the changes and audults who cling to old out moded, or stubborn ways will be challenged by these kids.


Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Blog info, profile update, new photo, Comment feature enabled, Happy Holidays

~Blog news from Marie~

I'm glad to be somewhat back on track with my blog postings. I created several new posts tonight and hope to update more often while on Holiday break from school. It's hard to be "Intuitive" when my "Linear" brain is overloaded with facts and data...I needed to download a bit here.

I have added additional info to my profile including a recent photo and some info on my personal interests, [to give readers more of a glimpse into me].....hope you like it. Thanks for stopping by my blog, Happy Holidays, Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year to all. Take care!

~~~Remember to email me with questions, feedback, or topic requests for my blog~~~ Thanks! "COMMENTS"...I have once again enabled the feature to allow you to leave comments, evidently I originally selected the wrong option for this, then I changed it but forgot to 'save' the changes...sorry, I think I finally got it right!


Monday, December 22, 2008

Caroline Kennedy qualified for Senate?

I will start with admitting I am a fan, as I remember her as a little girl just a bit older than me. My first doll was named after her. With that said my commentary is I feel she will get the Senate Seat, her name does help her, she has some things to learn natually, but this role has her name [no pun intended] on it!

Although she stayed in the background most of her life, Kennedy has been around politics her entire life. She's an Attorney, a best selling author, a very bright not showy type woman who has a lot to offer, and yes a 'few ropes' to learn. But this is not a disqualifier for her.

One of the things I noticed with Barack Obama's "inexperience" is that it wasn't completely true and accurate. I feel capable people of vision, hope, and pure intentions are coming forth from hidden backgrounds to mark their place and offer their service during this important time.

Some types of experience aren't always apparrent immediately. An example from my own life has to do with when I became a Yoga Inst. in 1999. For many years I read several books on the principles and teachings of YOGA [not the postures or form of exercise we commonly think of] In the early 90's I was given a book by a mentor and friend called "The Yoga Sutras of Patajanili" also called "The light of the Soul" the book had specific instruction on how to overcome ego through specif rules and teachings. I learned so much and the timing was perfect, as I had exhausted all the spiritual best sellers by that time, and haven't read many since either!

I continued to study and apply the Sutras to my life and my understanding grew and progressed and I was able to overcome some shortcomings and hinderances to my goals and true path. OK fast forward about a decade, I attend 2 Yoga classes, next thing I know I'm enrolled in a 6 month teacher training program, and I began teaching my own classes and subbing for other well known instuctors when they needed a sub.

Like magic and with fairly new experience [so it seemed] I became a pretty good, fairly popular teacher in my area. I was hired by phone through referals with no meeting or interviews even. My students began to follow me to the various locations where I taught. I had an enthusiastic following and soon I was on the high end of the pay spectrum for a Yoga Inst.

I was 'new' but appeared to have confidence and years of experience....because in actuality I DID! I had been living and practicing the true Yoga life and philosophy for a decade, I was only new at learning the asnas [yoga postures] Others who took the same training also learned these same postures but they were more like fitness inst. they lacked the deeper Yoga teachings, which were briefly touched on in the training program.

So when we see these fresh faced supposedly "inexperienced politicians" coming out of the woodwork---think again. These are qualified souls coming forth with both their life and soul experiences, and they will learn any necessary stuff quickly.I feel these humble 'behind the scenes' folks are here with a mission.

I would not include a Sarah Palin in this group, as she is inexperienced on many levels and not yet matured or evolved enough to fufill a soul task. I don't say this to 'bash' her. Her obvious lack of experience wasn't a big deal initially, but in time she proved to lack in too many areas of knowledge, understanding, mission, purpose and intention......and this is why I make my statements concerning her.

Caylee Marie Anthony, R.I.P. "Intuitve Review of Case."

Well, in my last couple of posts I didn't straight out state the probable and inevitable, but I did in a round about way. For some time I felt my role was to relay that this little girl was at peace, but no longer with us and I hope I did that with respect and dignity and not "psychic sensationalism" which I don't care for, and felt was inappropriate.

From the time "I was told" that she was at peace I felt the need to prepare others for the day when the facts would be revealed, I knew that they would. I previously thought this would have happened sooner, and I found it interesting that the meter reading guy had discovered the bag back in August. {This was the time frame when I thought this all would've come out, and back then the delay puzzled me.]

Also my initial vision of Caylee 'in water' still has me curious. I've referenced this info here in earlier posts, but I originally stated it in an email newsletter I wrote prior to starting this blog in October. I wonder now if that water I 'saw' was from the hurricanes in Aug and Sept that covered the area [back then] where they found the little girls remains last week.

Reason being in my vision the water wasn't deep and I thought it odd that I 'saw' the body near the edge and surrounded by plant growth, and not well hidden. I'd assume a body placed in a body of water would be anchored down and placed further out. Of course in an ocean waves could wash it to shore. Forensics say they doubt the body had been moved and probably had been at the crime scene location since death. The area matches what I saw, [minus the water at this time,] which may have been a pool formed from the storms. In the vision it looked like a stagnant, shallow, swampy sort of water with weeds and overgrowth.

A short while later via 'remote viewing' the body was gone. I always had a feeling that a window of opportunity had been missed, maybe that was the meter readers calls being ignored? I don't know, but some of what has unfolded matches time lines and thoughts I shared earlier. I like to solve things and I always cross reference my intuitions with facts and findings that later come about. I want to make sense of things for my own mind, and to examine the relationship between intuition and reality.

Sometimes I'm wrong, sometimes I'm right, but I feel it's always important to consider all the clues and fine print. Sometimes I still go with the intuitive impressions even if all the facts don't support them. Not due to denial or fear of being wrong, but more from a sense that more may be revealed or certain things may not be evident yet; or possibly remain hidden.

I do feel for Casey, the way she appears it may be hard to imagine empathy for her. She certainly wasn't co-operative, but I do feel a while back she somehow shifted and on a soul level or level of consciousness she progressed in a non apparent way [if you can't read soul records] I do feel this moved things along and she cooperated with her intentions verses her efforts [or lack of] in spite of her self, deeds, and mental challenges [aka personality disorder]

I wish peace for everyone involved.


Monday, December 15, 2008

"In the Arms of the Angels" dedicated to Caylee Anthony

Caylee Anthony, Dec 15, 08 Intuitive Post.

For some reason I haven't had the need or desire to comment, speculate or predict about little Caylee Anthony since the recent discovery of a child's body near the Anthony home. I think soon everyone will know the truth.

It feels somehow 'cheesy' or 'interfering' on my part concerning this sacred matter, and I am reluctantly posting tonight. I do not wish to add any sensationalism to this horrible tragedy, and I choose not to comment on it after the last Caylee post concerning the spiritual message I got, and reassurance that she was safe [spiritually speaking.] I have several posts about Caylee here on my blog. On that latter post it was made clear to me from the guidance I received what probably occurred, but most of all I was told that she was in the arms of the angels, and that this case was being spiritually resolved with the persons involved, and this resolution wasn't contingent on finding a body.

I do feel the timing of discovering a body, however does correlate with the process that has occurred on 'the other level' and so from that prospective only I feel the souls involved are becoming honest and more aware on a soul level and this is a good thing, and a needed thing.

Today it was echoed with more certainty that another person was involved, and I feel this will come out. In an earlier post this felt like a probability, but today felt more certain. Tony, the boyfriend? A male friend?

I realize many people are searching and googling to see what psychics have to say about this case , people are truly curious and want answers, hoping this will bring comfort. This is a sad compilation of unresolved emotions in this family tree, send good thoughts. This more than anything is really needed here at this time. Perhaps this is also an opportunity for all of us to re-examine close ties and soul contracts and rectify any misunderstandings or unresolved conflicts, and to ask for help and support if needed.


Monday, December 8, 2008

Post Election Blog Update

Hi, I'm back after weeks of no insights, seems like I slowed down after the election was over. This is normal for me as prior to the election my insights would come on average every 4-6 weeks. My intuition got very stimulated during all the excitement and continuous news watching during the campaign season.

I have to say there's some truth in the recent video I posted regarding Obama supporters, I felt a low in my own levels of inspiration so the video was both amusing and appropriate to how I was feeling.

I've also had a lot of post election hang over feelings, things I began to think about and process after Obama won. Many of these thoughts revolved around the McCain-Palin team and ill feelings towards their antics, lies, and transparent desperate attempts to win at all cost.

The more I pondered on these thoughts and the more 'Joe NOT the Plumber' and Palin continued in the media after the election I was almost 'beside myself' for lack of better words. The insanity of anyone giving these two any credence or validation is completely and totally beyond me. I didn't even want to give them another second of my energy here at the blog. I figured at some point they'd just vanish back to where they came from....but NOoooooooooo.

I'm usually pretty good about seeing things in people even if I don't agree with then, BUT I cant's do this with Palin. How anyone takes her serious is beyond me. The idea and embarrassment that she came as far as she did is SCARY. I know there are plenty of stars without talent who somehow manage to rise up beyond their true capabilities. But seriously Sarah Palin??? One night to entertain myself I tried to envision tasks or roles that maybe she'd be good at, I couldn't come up with anything!!! I thought OK hockey mom maybe.....but she'd be the difficult one other mothers couldn't stand. Then I though about a TV reality show 'The Palins' kind of like the "Osborne's' but that wouldn't even work she's not as smart as Sharon Osbourne, who at least has kept Ozzie alive all these yrs. and for that matter as crazy as he is/was he's still alive and was entertaining at one stage in my musical, partying life 70-80's.

She was a mediocre beauty pageant both in style and talent. I came across another empath's blog [who's name now escapes me] and this woman did an in depth aura/chakra reading on Palin and pretty much came up with things I've said here, but she went into greater detail and I agreed with her 100%. Basically she too had Palin as a younger soul coming from power/will/greed, not open in heart, insight, or spirit. In spite her right wing crazy God stuff, her beliefs are really about what serves her at any giving moment. [Narcissistic] I guess I'm hoping she'll just go away, no way in hell will she have any more knowledge and substance in 2012, or in this incarnation for that matter!!! OK I hope this is out of my system, if not I'll post accordingly.

All I can say is WHEW.....close one!!! I feel the new beginning of an Obama Adm. and the feeling of renewed integrity, this is even better than I imagined and my post election crash is starting to fade.

I have final exams all this week so I'm definitely working the left side of my brain verses the right intuitive non-linear side. Then I have a 3 week break, yey!!! I can't wait to ponder, daydream, analyse, and ruminate about anything and everything. My insights are more expanded when my brains is not full of facts!!! {Although facts are a good thing.]

I'll try to be back soon as I'd like to give more examples of how my intuitive abilities unfolded as a follow up on the earlier post on the subject.

I also what to say that my abilities have always been more fine tuned when dealing with individuals and their particular concerns and specific questions, this helps to direct and focus my particular intuition. I had fun with political, and current events and had a fair amount of accuracy, but this type of 'forecasting' really isn't my thing, it just sort of happened. So I don't know what's next, we'll see.

Perhaps if anyone is interested in asking questions or offering topics or areas I could intuitively investigate that would be a helpful way to continue. Otherwise I'll have to give 'Marie's commentary and Opinion' which may or may not be useful. I'm sure there are some who may have thought I did that anyhow on the political front, but I didn't. I told one person that even though I lean Left, my intuition isn't 'Liberal Intuition' but I also understand how one could assume that. In Fact as I stated before it's the other way around, my intuitive way of being has shaped many of my thoughts and beliefs in life, and I glad; from what I understand that is part of being a multi sensory person, one who has evolved and activated a higher faculty, one that is above personality, ego, and even concrete knowledge, this person has activated their higher mind a faculty of the soul and inner knowing [also called direct knowing.] See Gary Zukav's book 'The Seat of The Soul" he explains 'multi sensory' compared to the limited 3D 5 senses clearly and beautifully. I read this book in 1990 and I intend to skim over some parts of it this week. Another interesting point he makes is about 'Fragmented Personalities' very good info about those struggling souls who often can't seem 'to get it' and Zukav offers good insight into why.

Take care,


Saturday, November 15, 2008

The Unfolding of Intuition

I got an email request from a reader named Amber asking me to share about my journey, and detail how my intuitive abilities unfolded and what I did to develop them further. I will try to give the best account I can to you, but this could get quite lengthy because this has been a lifelong process that has even taken me by surprise many times. Another Intuitive Consultant told me a long time ago:"Marie, you have never mis-used your gifts, but your gifts have mis-used you." Without fulling understanding [logically] how I seemed to often 'know' things that I had no formal training in made her statement very true for me. I was often unable to articulate the data I'd receive.

It was as if my intuitive faculty existed beyond my mind and personality, early on I didn't always figure out how connect the dots. My actions were often counter intuitive in fact, which set up a bunch of learning experiences, that would usually lead me back to the question, "why didn't I listen to my gut, or hunch, or feeling, or instinct etc.? I'm the type that likes to discover things and then either prove or disprove the; more times than not I do get validation for my 'inner knowing.' I'm not that 'airy fairy' which may surprise some [Even my Astrology chart indicates this, out of the 4 elements I have the least 'air' which tends to make a person more spacey, more 'out there'] I'm stubborn and suspicious in nature and I need to know why [to everything.] I'm often the victim of my own heightened sensitivity. [working on this!]

For many years my life seemed like a series of accidents and coincidences and each experience would set me up for the next phase. I have always been a curious seeker looking for something, and I'm always puzzled by people who don't need to figure things out, or those that can function on the 'mundane level' and go along with the mainstream flow. I'm equally skeptical towards people that are overly into religion or flighty New Age thinking. I am metaphysical and esoteric by nature, and I combine that with my analytical side and that makes for a complex person who understands everyone, but with age [50] has become more of a detached loner. I'm sociable and personal in public, but I always look forward to getting away from the energy of others and back to my self. I prefer to take my own car, so I can leave/escape when I want.

OK I veered off as I tend to do, I write exactly how I talk [sorry]. As a child I was sensitive and high strung, I was afraid of strangers, the dark, Santa Claus, I didn't like to be kissed by relatives. I now understand that my nervous system and energy field couldn't handle the vibrations of others, back then I just knew I felt discomfort. I was a serious kid and could read people and their intentions, the confusion came in when they would say something contrary to what I was 'sensing' but could not explain. So I learned at a young age to cross reference what I'd hear with what I felt. I was at times accused of "reading too much into things" [yep, that's what I do!] The alternative was stuffing feelings and playing dumb, to this day I still sometimes glance away to be polite when someone is lying to me, as a kid this bothered me a lot. I still struggle with etiquette while being so tuned in to others thoughts and motives, lately I'm less likely to give someone the benefit of the doubt when I know the truth about a particular situation, but for my sanity I do let a lot of things slide. As a young child I constantly had anxiety and a feeling of impending doom. I'm sure there were MANY reasons for this, but it also had to do with my ability to perceive many possibilities beyond the scope of logical deduction, although I do have good deduction skills. I believe I was like an antenna of sorts constantly picking up signals from others thoughts and energies,[actually 'energy follows thought.'] But I didn't know all this I just thought I had a busy mind and tended to worry. To the degree that I was this highly receptive only caused me more anguish. I had difficulty putting what I experienced into some type of context or point of reference. Again this was my gifts mis-using me, as I learned later in life.

This may sound strange but I became a bit of a chameleon and could blend into most people and environments.I kept my individual identity, but was able to adjust my energy frequency to another fairly easily. But I felt most comfortable with those on my wavelength, or vibrational level, those few friends I have a natural comfort level with, which often transcends words, and time and space. People would tell me things like if they had been upset they knew if they saw me they'd cry, somehow my 'knowing their inner self' and reflecting that in my eye contact with them projected an energy that would expose and release their pain, evidently I was producing some type of effect in people through my energy.

Usually things about people were very evident to me, not a psychic ability, I thought anyone could sense this kind of stuff. Many times when speaking to another I would bring something up 'hypothetically' and usually before I was done it was apparent that I was referring to something specific, relevant, and personal to that individual. As time went on I got better at this style of relating to others and many were drawn to me for friendship and insight. BTW I never viewed this as anything special or psychic.

People not mystically inclined would often tell me thy felt me enter a room prior to actually seeing me. The reactions of others towards me signaled how I needed to adjust my aura or energy field to be in a given setting. [At the present time this is more natural and requires less deliberate effort on my part, I also avoid people and places that I don't naturally resonate with. I also had crazy detailed dreams but never felt they had special meaning [at least early on I didn't.] I did have a bit of a mystic quality and I was drawn to ancient teachings and wisdom. I was always longing for inspiration, I loved the sayings on the Salada tea bags as a kid. [OK, as an adult too---they don't make them any more.]

I spent my early twenties partying all the time, but ironically I was still drawn to health, wellness, and finding the meaning of life.Mood altering substances used to dull my awareness, in the end only seemed to heighten them even more, and sometimes to a frightening degree. I was like Dorothy trying to get back to Kansas, and like Dorothy I'd later discover 'I had the power' all along. [No I don't own Ruby slippers, do glass high heels count?] Before I realized that like Dorothy 'I had the power,' I too met a few 'characters' along the path to OZ, [aka Illusion.] These were the others that like me were looking for what was missing inside themselves.

To fast forward my late twenties I was in constant pain from TMJ [I had a slipped disk in my jaw caused by a dental procedure.] I spent years having dental work, PT, the pain was unbearable and wouldn't go away. I was positive this pain was the result of everything I ignored catching up to me in a big way, all at once...Karma! I was basically ignored by Doctors when I'd describe what I was experiencing. I felt very dismissed...I was young, in shape, I taught Aerobics and worked as a professional make-up artist at the time. I was into the whole appearance thing,trying to fix myself from the outside in. As a result I was underestimated and ignored.[A true mirror reflection of my own self doubt.] Later this actually helped give birth to my intuition; or at least get it out of the closet. [I joke about being in the 'clairvoyant closet' all those years, I swear it's not a choice--I was born this way!] Eventually I began to get my own diagnosis on my jaw through intuition [I ignored it, then it showed up in dreams.] I think with all the fast lane medicine these days, more people may become medically intuitive out of necessity!!!

{This also explained the anxiety of my early yrs. I would worry about illness, and if I was having dental work for instance; I could sense or 'see' if the dentist did the wrong thing,[Yes, I have told the dentist he wasn't all the way in the canal.] I had the need to dialog on my own behalf, as uncomfortable as this was for me to do. I know this resembles 'neurosis' which I'm sure I have a bit of; but what I'm describing had more to do with my clairvoyance. [I didn't know that word and hadn't heard of Medical Intuition till I started 'seeing' medical issues and images that looked like x-rays, ultra sound, and sometimes MRI's.] Back then I had no Anatomy and Physiology, just basic fitness instructor muscular/skeletal knowledge.

After 2 yrs my cries were finally heard, and I had surgery on my jaw. An MRI had confirmed the problem [today I would never let something like this drag on without injecting my intuitive evaluation into a discussion with my doctor.] By the time the actual problem was identified I had already explored Acupuncture, meditation, massage, and a general interest in Holistic Therapies to cope while I waited for the doctor and team of experts to realize what I had said all along. My pain levels were more tolerable when I followed these various disciplines which were all new to me. The thing that drew me the most [besides pain relief] was that these practitioners were more personable than the traditional Medical field had been. They also asked questions that seemed unrelated to just my jaw, and they explored the mind/body connection. I'll be honest I wanted a quick fix to get back to my old way of life. However; I had suspected all along that my pain was a symptom of other things and sure enough I began to get in touch with suppressed emotions held in the body, I started to connect 'cause and effect' which I always believed in, but in the past wasn't ready to take responsibility for.

I was so convinced that if I didn't do this I'd be in pain for the rest of my life. So this stemmed from desperation rather than virtue. I was surprised how much I needed to get in touch with, considering I had viewed myself to be aware and deep. Even after the surgery I continued to have pain but I was determined to get to another level. I did feel like I was being tested. Today I understand this as Initiations we go through as we evolve to higher levels of consciousness.

Our higher selves are urging us to leave behind unnecessary parts of our ego, and old ways of thinking and acting. On some level I knew about this stuff, because even at a young age I experienced these cycles that seemed to push me forward.
I used to be very scared and resistant to these 'shifts', I wondered "how come things couldn't just stay the same in my life?" Evidently 'stagnation' wasn't in my soul's contract this time around; BUT 'transformation' was. I could deal with the latter because I enjoy making things better, like an alchemist turning the ordinary metal into gold. At least my natural inclination towards esoteric thinking helped me to somehow navigate and prevail through the rough terrain of my soul's agenda. This blessing was my only light as I worked through some heavy issues and challenges. In my mind the only reward was that I might be lifted from the mundane reality, that felt so heavy and dense to me.

I continued dealing with chronic pain, and I enrolled in Massage school. I was in my early thirties with 2 kids in Jr. High, I was married then. I became interested in New Age stuff and everyone thought I was crazy, except much of what I would 'get' made sense, was helpful, and accurate. I figured if I was simply hallucinating my hallucinations wouldn't be accurate, or documented, this was all so amazing, I thought. Seriously at one point not recognizing the development of anything beyond my 5 senses, I thought "I was getting really smart!"

I was truly getting detailed info well beyond the scope of any personal knowledge I had, particularly on medical issues. My sister is a nurse, I had no prior desire to help the sick, I liked the glamour world, and decorating. I was concerned with being at my 'perfect weight' [and saving the world; while looking good!] So, it was odd that I was getting stuff I hadn't been drawn to before. Oddly, I had a friend who whenever I was depressed or morbidly self focused he would say "Marie go work with Lepers." This wasn't what I wanted to hear, yet service to others was the path I was being led to, and the development of my abilities seemed to be in direct relationship with the areas of service I was to offer. It is in this vain that I refer to these abilities as 'gifts' verses that I am somehow 'a gifted person.' I am only the latter if someone is receiving and benefiting from what I possibly can offer them.

BTW I may sound like I know what I'm talking about [now years after the fact,] but back when this all happened; it was weird... I never made claims about any abilities, I wasn't fond of new age labels, and I wasn't certain this had anything to do with talent on my part. Mostly the people I worked on commented or confirmed something I may have said. In my mind I was having a series or stream of accurate coincidences for no reason, therefore they could also simply stop for no reason.

I did take a lot of classes, seminars, and workshops on energy healing, Reiki, and everything else you can think of. Often in the workshops we would pair up with someone we just met and upon touching them I would 'see' a stream of visions almost like view master slides, often the images would look like the negatives of photographs. I continued to be as surprised as anyone else, in fact I often blurted out what I 'saw' not realizing the potential this could have on the person I was working on. Evidently the contact of touching another person allowed me to access their energy, and unknown to me I had the ability to read and interpret that energy which carried data about that persons life, path, health, and other private issues.

After these sessions I would be drained, I took on discomfort and symptoms of those I touched. {Transference is common in empaths.] I did these sessions for free for many years and as time went on I began to understand what I was doing and I learned to assume what I was "getting" was probably correct so I had better use discernment, at the same time I was always on the look out to be wrong. Eventually I became a massage therapist and I worked at an upscale day spa. I knew I had to control my intuitions so not to expose anything or offend a client. Massage therapy was becoming more popular in the early 90's, I wasn't overly into this as a career, but rather it gave me a credential and vehicle to do "my real work." My intuitive abilities were strong and rapidly unfolding but I didn't have the audacity to become a professional psychic; nor was I sure these intuitive abilities would continue with any consistent reliability.

They did continue however through my massage therapy practice ...I couldn't help myself, the second I'd put my hands on a part of the body where the person had pain; the info, impressions, and inner hearing would start up. Mostly I would get an overview, like an outline and I'd have to color in the middle to complete the picture, sometimes this involved participation from the client. I also had great concerns abut invading someones personal energetic space, like psychic trespassing. I've found the ones that give this the most consideration are the ones who truly have the ability to do so..."He who knows is responsible."

Often I would make inquiries to the client before revealing what I was getting. If what I got didn't match what they were sharing, I'd stay quiet thinking it was non applicable. Soon I realized that possibly at least on some levels, I knew people better than they knew themselves...evidently I could read that which they suppressed. Often during my 'play it safe' inquiries a client would relate to something I touched on,eluded to, or sensed; and this allowed a dialog to begin. I was very careful not to embellish, or edit, but relay the message in the most loving concerned way that I could. I also started to get instruction on what to say, I'd try to re-construct the message in my own words, so I wouldn't appear to be 'channeling' , I had an aversion to channelling for some reason, it didn't seem believable to me. However,later on mostly to save time and for efficiency sake, I allowed the messages to directly flow out to the client as I got it. [I repeated the words I heard verbatim, they were not my own personal thoughts.] This allowed for a clearer, cohesive message; I just had to get my self consciousness [ego] out of the way. Sometimes this might not happen until their next session.

Eventually when a client would call the spa to book an appointment they would request 'the psychic one with reddish hair.' Some started bringing tape recorders to tape any message that may come during their session. This freaked me out, performance anxiety, how would I sound on tape? What if no message came? Eventually they requested readings instead of a massage. I replied "I don't do readings" "I do massage, body work, and energy balancing and I just get stuff". Eventually they would ask me, " are you getting any stuff?" Clients went from being apprehensive about anything I might get on them, to asking me flat out was I not expressing something I was possibly getting; people found this so helpful in their lives they wanted more, sometimes I didn't get anymore. Eventually some wouldn't even come with specific questions they would say just tell me "go with whatever you get," this permission helped my intuition to have free reign to access more, which usually included specific concerns the client had anyhow. So the people I worked with deserve the credit for aiding my intuition, their trust, helped my trust, and it became a mutual exchange.

I started to get many clients and referrals always to my amazement, I got very excited when a person would give me positive feedback on something I imparted to them at a previous time. [Often it takes time for things to unfold.] Many times the confirmations were from medical tests, or events in their life such as an event at work or home. Eventually while driving to work I would try to mentally prepare my body, mind and energy, for the days appointments. I began to hear guidance and direction pertinent to the clients I hadn't even met! In my appointment book I didn't even have their names, I only wrote the appointment time and the salons name, so I wouldn't confuse those appointments with my home clients who's names I'd fill in. Sure enough when I'd meet the client they would relay to me the same things I already knew. Occasionally when this didn't happen right off the bat I figured I was wrong [at that point I was usually more open to being wrong verses right, so I always considered that I could be wrong. And while I waited for the other shoe to drop, I was always fully prepared to not continue with this work at a given moment; for me if I wasn't accurate, I wasn't helpful, so what was the point? I also 'knew' that guiding people in a professional way was a huge responsibility for me, my integrity, and intentions, and the idea of violating this was unthinkable, and I was disgusted over the fact that people compromise these principles in life and work all the time.

In essence an Intuitive Consultant deals with issues much the way a therapist would, yet without any formal training or education in this area, many don't have knowledge of boundaries and other ethical issues that are central in all professions. True intuits are very concerned and aware of these issues,, but like anything else knowledge combined with skill is best, for both the Intuitve/Healer, as well as the client. An example for me was I had difficulty sometimes bring a session to an end, because this work can be ongoing, and I didn't want to stop knowing there was more to do. I eventually learned that my job was to offer as much as I could and the client had to decide if they wanted to come back for more work.

For example Chakra work often takes several sessions, like a root canal, or another procedure. Once my professionalism was established I would give the client an estimate on how many sessions I figured they'd need to accomlish the needed work. By this time I was more aware, and technical about the work I was doing, [prior I was nervous about the whole 'charleton thing.'] This was still the early 90's and although alternative healing was becoming somewhat trendy, it was not as acceptable and mainstream as it is today. [Even though in actuality ancient wisdom and healing techniques have been around forever.] "Everything old becomes new." I took this process probably much slower than I needed to, but it was important to me to be clear and go at a comfortable pace, in the meantime I continued to learn and improve my skills.

To wrap this up, as time went on I figured out what worked, I realized I couldn't do this everyday, or full time, I like word of mouth referrals but I shyed away from publicity. I didn't want this valuable modality to be dismissed in any way; I liked my small repeat clientele. I literally stood in awe of all of this for so long [I still do, but it's normal now, not so 'super natural'] I never felt drawn to advertising, I eventually got a brochure. I'm talking 10 yrs later with years of experience and positive results. For some reason I never took this to the level I could have, I've always stayed a little cautious. This work takes energy that I don't always have and my intuition flows better when I'm not over scheduled.

For anyone reading this who is trying to develop intuition I've discovered that it finds you, then it's mostly about you trusting it even just a little at a time, then as a result more tends to unfold as you are willing to receive it. I did read books and take classes but listening, trusting, and acting according to my intuition is what really helped it to develop. Perhaps something in my personality or soul is inclined towards this, and I've been able to exam and listen to it better as time has gone by. I'd be typing forever if I gave you all the examples how intuition has helped me and others. For the sake of specificity I'll creat a post with a variety of random case histories soon, maybe later today.

I've actually been leery about people who do readings, personally I'm picky and not easily impressed in general [not just about psychics] I'm not even that attached to the word psychic or even the other labels I've used in my profile to describe myself or what I do. In fact they have mostly come from other's descriptions of me. I also want to say that many people have these abilities and they're not so unatural. It's a known fact that kids are intuitive but around the age of 7 when they learn math and other left/brain/ linear concepts, their intuition may diminish as they abandon it to academic study. It need not be either or, both are valid.

I do think that because I spent a good part of my early life in right brain/non linear activities,including work,various training and other hobbies-- I was perhaps more inclined to posses and develop stronger intuition, and I tend to be open to non linear concepts, impressions and intuition. BUT I do have an extreme need for those things to make sense. I am not simply satisfied with the idea that some piece of data is automatically valuable just because I 'got it' via intuition. I do seek confirmation to prove or explain in some way the validity of the intuitive insight. I try to marry intuition with logic every chance I get,I somehow feel better after my minds mental gymnastics confirm what my intuition implied in simple, direct, often uncomplicated fashion [often referred to as "Direct Knowing"] It's as if my brain downloads needed info from the cosmos, but I like to follow up with research.

I'm better now at translating what I get via 'high sense perception'* to something that is also sensible and applicable. Sometimes it's the clients job to interpret the intuitive message or symbolism that I receive for them. The other helpful thing for me was I started seeing the 'Chakras' or energy centers in people. I can say that I don't simply 'believe' in Chakras---I 'know' them, they exist, I see them and they're real, verses some belief or notion that I suscribe to. Within these centers we contain strengths, weaknesses, potential for healing, or illness. This topic deserves more than I can give right now. I highly recommend the books towards the end of this post.

I also want to say that the work I do with individuals is probably more profound than the intuitions, insights, and commentaries I give here on my blog. This is for fun and learning, I'm not trying to be the psychic queen of the Internet, [I'm too late that position has already been filled.] I don't have the time, desire or energy for that. I am a single 50 yr old mom of an almost 8 yr. old son, and I'm back in school tying to get my left/brain more developed. Also writing isn't the best modality for me to convey my messages.

I'm much better with telepathy,[joking, but serious] letters and phone calls are so time consuming; direct verbal communication can be a drag and can really water down the truth. All the telepathic ones are laughing now, I can tell! I'm not sure there are any words I can use, if one's mind isn't open or attuned to this sort of thing, hey I've been my own biggest skeptic even having had the experiences. My mother always called be 'a doubting Thomas,' she was right, for me seeing is believing and even then I want additional documentation!!!

Whether it's apparent to anyone or not, I'm always keeping this in check. The universe has funny ways of doing this as well. A cute story about telepathy [actually I have many] back to the point. When my middle son was little he was curious about this psychic and telepathic stuff that I was exploring, he was amazed and proud of all this so called magic. He proudly went to school one day and exclaimed to his teacher that his mom was ...."Psychopathic!" [perhaps?] Anyhow he mis-combined psychic and telepathic, and that's what he got. He couldn't wait to report this to me when he arrived home, I had to laugh!

*High Sense Perception, is a term coined by Barbara Brennan, author of 'Hands of Light' and 'Light Emerging." Brennan is a scientist, she worked as a Nuclear Physicist for Nassau studying the molecular structure of energy, when she began to notice energy fields [Auras, electromagnetic energy] around people, she noted that certain colors and energy patterns correlated to one's emotional states.

She went on to merge her scientific background with her work as an energy healer. Her work is so intelligent and her books are very good and extremely helpful. Lots of Scientific info. connected to metaphisics, and eventually soul developement. In fact it was at a weekend seminar of hers in 1991 in Boston, that much of the work I had been doing since 1988, was explained to me in Scientific terms, verses the 'white lighter' mentality of new age practioneers. However; it all ties into the same work but the labels are different based on ones understanding. I do think knowledge combined with Intuition is the most effective combination to assist the masses. I was helpful when I didn't have a clue, but became much more effective with knowledge and proven techniques. It was nice to finally have concrete definitions for what I had been doing all along. This may not be important for everyone, but it was to me.

I hope this helped someone, now you have glimpses of my life and how intuitive abilities unfolded for me, everyone's path is different and we all contribute in various ways, so I stay open minded.

I just wrote a paper on Emerson's 'Self Reliance" for my Amer. Lit class, so I'll leave you all with food for thought!!!

"No Law Can Be Sacred To Me But That of My Nature" ~Emerson~

The above quote was the theme of my paper, It was hard to decide because I agree with most of what he says. A couple more also from 'Self Reliance' that I like are ........

1]"I am ashamed at how we capitulate to badges and names, to large societies, and dead institutions." ~Emerson~

2] "What have I to do with the sacredness of traditions, if I live wholly from within?" ~Emerson~ Then his friend questions him..."But these impulses may be from below, not above." In response Emerson replies: "They do not seem to be such: but if I am the Devils child. I will live then from the Devil." ~Emerson~

OK this is the longest post I've ever written, thanks for your patience in reading this. It was at a reader's request that I elaborated in detail [and this is the short version] some of my life's experiences, and the understanding of my Intuition, and it's role in my life and others. There are plenty of down sides to being highly intuitive, I'll save those for later.


Sunday, November 9, 2008

NOV. 08, Few New Insights

1]Obama's Treasury Secretary---between Warren Buffet, and Paul Volcker [sp?] I think Obama would like the first,he would be happy with the second who also may be more apt to accept the position and has the past experience. I'd be interested to see Buffet in this role.

2]Rahm Emmanuel--? I'm still trying to get a read him; not sure I like his energy, I doubt my 'feeling' will effect his job performance, still there's something there that my energy field wants to repel.

3]TED STEVENS-[R] Convicted felon, Alaskan Gov.---I just got an intuition that perhaps he will either face illness, or some situation that may cause him to voluntarily step down from Senate on his own, verses being forced or asked to leave. If this insight is correct, it will be a relief for all involved.

4]JOHN McCAIN---In need of prayers, I sense the self-hatred is starting to kick in, I think for a minute he was getting on the blame Palin band wagon, but he's drained and truthfully doesn't have the energy to put into any half truths, exaggerations, and so on. He may as well face this now and get it over with----He needs prayers and assistance with self-forgiveness, he seems to be owning what he has created, and from what I understand this is typical of his personality to go thought guilt, and a period of self deprecation, followed by self correction. We've all been there right? He'll write a book, this seems to be a way he gets absolved--through some form of public confession. [An Apologist.] The odd thing is I think many already forgive him, and those who probably think he didn't do anything wrong. During the past year I often got a returning vibe about whether McCain will ever become an Independent? Just a thought. I feel kind of sick in my gut for him.

5]The almost tie between Franken and Coleman, there is something very significant about this for Coleman, and I have a feeling that some shift, action, or understanding on his part will bring a win to him. At the same time the possibility for Franken seems equally lucky---but I feel this is contingent on Coleman, like it's his to win or loose depending on those things I mentioned. Sorry for being vague it feels that Coleman has some awareness or lesson to acknowledge, and this will be the factor for him to "get a second chance" ['I'm told'] So however it turns out with the actual vote re-count really has to do with what Coleman decides, and the count will reflect his choice. I 'feel' he is presently mulling this over so he does have awareness, and that's key.

6]Mike Huckabee----I want to give some credit where it's due. Mike is one of the few Republicans that didn't drop to that lower level that has produced such a karmic or 'boomerang effect' for other conservatives. He stayed within the bounds of what's considered normal election behavior, and when he didn't he apologized for remarks he made that were less than kind. His party talks a lot about Romney, yet it was Mike that more people voted for, and he functioned with no money, kept his faith, and sense of humor, and now has his new show 'Huckabee' on Fox. Good luck Mike.

7]Go Chris Wallace!!!On his Fox News Sunday Wallace kept asking his panel and the [R} Senator from Virginia that it does seem to be an era for the progressives [as I've said in former insights] The Senator kept denying this fact and Wallace kept pressing him. What a surprise----Chris Wallace gets it, he sees the obvious and wasn't buying the Senators take on things [this is so unusual for Wallace and FOX in general] Go Chris!

The irony is the Senator kept insisting that Obama's win is not evidence of a progressive era [I say, "If not what the heck is?] He goes on to say that it's not Liberal, or Progressive thinking that is becoming popular it is the fact that Obama is such a desirable candidate [now, I happen to agree with him on this.] So basically the hidden insult is Americans are still really conservative deep inside they just went for the desirable guy this time. That may have some truth, but it's not entirely correct. PLUS---Didn't conservatives say that Obama wasn't ready to lead yet? Weren't the intelligent American people suppose to run the other way due to his Socialistic, terrorist tendencies? Conservatives can't have it both ways, you cant's minimize or reduce Obama's win into a simple 'Black Guy makes History' gig. Even though that's huge. Carl Rove now says Obama is a centrist [pretty accurate actually] what happen to all the far left radical rhetoric?

It's too early after the recent election but boy if this group refuses to get it they won't be around for a while. I am not criticizing the core values that conservatives hold; what I am saying is they have to get away from the notion of who America is based on who we use to be. We have such a mixed population, Republicans can't win if they don't appeal to Hispanics, young voters. They need to be more inclusive. For any group to grow and continue there must be a torch that gets passed down, and while most kids get this from their roots, parents, and family values, they also get it from society, friends, and school. There is no room for narrow mindedness [actually there never was] but what about these poor kids of conservatives that go to school where diversity is now celebrated, Global Warming is the #1 Topic for Science and English essays, and Bullying is being banded in most towns and schools now, [it's considered the equivalent of a hate crime.] Which brings me to my next paragraph.

8]I hope the day comes soon when people running for high offices will have to conduct themselves with dignity and respect towards others. John McCain and Sarah Palin most certainly did NOT do that. Imagine the nerve of McCain not looking President Elect Obama in the eye during a debate, or calling him 'That One.' That was the least harmful of all his rude actions, horrible, and filled with lies. Obama has got to be pretty evolved to not react to those things.

I have a 7yr. old child who likes to dress up and imitate action figures, personalities on TV and even me at times. He's actually very cute and hysterical. Well a coule a days ago he parades into my room with a blanket strewn around his shoulders and he was imitating a woman's voice and mannerisms, next...he looks in the mirror [I still haven't guessed who he is suppose to be] the next words out of his mouth were something along these lines......[Christian speaking...."Hi my name is Sarah Palin and I have fancy cloths, please vote for me and John McCain"[OK so far harmless cute fun right?] He goes on to say..."in 1982 there was an evil terrorist and he is here now in the future pretending to be Barack Obama, don't vote for him he wants to destroy America and the world" [he's still imitating Palin.]

Now, I have had the news on quite a bit this election season and no doubt he over heard certain things. [No, he didn't specifically know about clothing gate, or Bill Ayers,] but somehow he got Media brainwashing!!! Now because I'm honest with him, and secondly I'm Liberal in my thinking I had to explain this to him. Many of the negative McCain rallies were not rated pg and they were shown during prime time hours
on TV when small children can see and hear this hatred. For a party that supposedly has family values on their priority list including strictly monitoring their own children's TV shows and video games. This doesn't make sense, an 8 yr. old girl isn't allowed to watch say Hannah Montana,a popular show for young girls and boys; yet they are allowed to view a possible future president and vice president, spew lies and hatred, and fear about their opponent??? [See the post 'Lucifer Effect,' for More info]

I recently spoke with a neighbor who is a 5th grade geography teacher, who gets calls often from parents [conservative] complaining if for ex. Global Warming was discussed in class---yes it's in the text books, 3rd graders know who Al Gore is. Even on a personal level I've noticed and experienced how condescending, insulting, and attacking this group gets towards others. When did this happen? Carl Rove? Bush? When did this get acceptable? I know one thing Obama has set the new example, and it's very apparent the backlash that many have suffered as a result of their own lack of integrity. Don't take my word on this, anyone with eyes and ears can see this, there is nothing prophetic about this message.

I suppose we all have to come a bit more to the middle, an contrary to what some may fear, I think President Obama will do this. God Bless.


A Psychic's Warning About Psychics

Before I get into this topic I'd like to say that over the years most of the people I've met who consider themselves to be psychic are generally well intentioned human beings, even including those that weren't particularly good at what they do. Yes, as with any occupation there are some who are driven by less than pure motives, including fakes who want to make a quick buck!

With that said, I personally have sought the intuitive guidance from the same few people over the past 20 years. I'm not drawn to many on line psychics, but I have found a couple that I admire and respect, [I'm sure more do exist.] I totally stay away from sensational ads and psychic hot lines; in fact I firmly believe when someone needs guidance or spiritual direction they can get it directly from God the divine Source, the Universe, their own soul and their angels and guides. The universe puts people in your life when you need support, some call these people friends or human angels; in fact we also learn and grow from those who don't have our best interest at heart.

As an Intuitive Consultant my warning about 'psychics' has nothing to do with the typical religous fears about witchcraft, fear of new age thinking, and the like; I believe that a person of average intellect can avoid those on 'the dark side' by using discernment and listening within, we usually know when something or someone is not good or true. However; one does have to be careful because people tend to seek psychic readings when they are vulnerable, feeling lost or confused and this may impair their judgement. About Biblical warnings and cautions: many of these so-called psychics work on the lower levels of the astral plane. A lot of confusion, and mixed entities [both positive and negative] exist on this plane. Those that 'read' this level tend to pick up info that may not be accurate or helpful to the client. This type also tends to read the wishes of the client and may tell them what they 'want to hear' all the while assuming they are getting the highest spiritual messages. The astral plane is misleading because much illusion exists there. Don't assume all spirits are helpful...they're not.

There are those who do worship and work on the dark side and keep company with evil spirits, lost souls, disincarnate entities, and other tricksters. This isn't the topic I'm getting into in this particular post, but it's worth rememering Jesus's words "You will know them by their fruits", and also "You too will do this and more." Jesus isn't against healing, or one receiving spiritual guidance, he specificlly states that those who have faith and believe, they will be able to do his work,and miracles will be more common place. I don't want to veer of on a Biblicle debate here, I'm sure someone more qualified than me has a site or blog for that purpose.

OK, so what prompted me to write this post is this RE: The other day after Obama won the election I was searching the web and I came across a site I had been to once before. I will not mention this person's name, but she seems to be well advertised, and evidently has made appearances here and there, she has some testimonials on her site and so on, in fact when you click on many of her tags to read about a topic of interest she has the Pay-Pal, credit card option for you to 'buy' this info. OK this is besides the point. What bothered me was her latest entry confirming her accuracy about Obama winning the election. I clearly remembered from my earlier visit to her site that He was not who she predicted to win.

This stood out clearly in my mind not because I was fault finding [none of us are accurate all the time, and insights do change at times] but because what she stated earlier was VERY different [I'll explain more soon bear with me.] When I had a vision of Obama winning back in Dec. 08 I scoured the web to see what psychics had to say, I only found 1 person who 'saw' him as the winner, [Elyssa Heyman] and another one that leaned Obama's way late spring 08, and confirmed it as definite [sort of] this past summer 08, [Karen Bishop.] I knew my vision about Obama was accurate,[I'll elaborate on this in a bit] but I guess I was looking for additional confirmation. BTW I'm sure many predicted that he would win, I'm just saying that early on I didn't find anyone in my searches, and even towards the end of the election I still only found a few Obama predictions. In fact most had an array of differing scenarios, some seemed to be guessing, while others appeared to be offering options of probable realities, the latter can be a wise thing to do, because as I said before circumstances can change, people can make choices that may alter a 'projected outcome.' I have experienced this in my own life and in the lives of clients that I have done spiritual intuitive readings for. I have had reservations myself about posting predictions and insights to the entire world via the Internet. At least during a one on one session with a client I can have a discussion if things evolve differently in their life than the reading suggested. And together we can discuss the possibilities that may have come into play.

So---back to the woman's site that bothered me: I went back into her archives to refresh my memory on her earlier election predictions, well the more I read, the crazier it got. Over the past yr. alone she had every possible scenario on all the candidates in the race, obviously as many dropped out she narrowed down her scenarios but they were more based on all the day to day changes in the news than a clear vision on who the next president would be. For example she had a big portion on how she knew Obama was really the 'Anti-Christ' she backed this claim with everything she could think of. She saw Hillary as the next President [actually many psychics made this error.] Then she said John McCain was the one! She varied from specific but inaccurate predictions to more vague but also inaccurate probabilities. She stated with certainty that she 'saw' the male candidate with the woman vice president would win. She saw Obama as Clinton's vice president, then she saw Obama regretting he didn't pick Hillary, then she saw him loosing if he didn't do the latter.

Basically her predictions included anything that one could have possibly imagined during the ups and downs of the campaign and all the daily ins and outs as well. But somehow after Obama won the election she claimed her accuracy.[ Evidently somewhere in her mis-mash of endless possibilities she thought he'd win...BUT...[I don't want to even repeat the rest of her words, they are scary and wrong.] I was and am dumbfounded, by the looks of her site she seems to have a booming business in the field of ESP.

I am so reluctant to criticize anyone who has the desire to help others with their spiritual gifts and talents. Clairvoyance is a 'murky art' as I have stated elsewhere in this blog. I do not feel this woman is lying or deliberately misleading, rather she was altering her views as new things developed and old ideas changed, this isn't the worse thing one can do.I personally think she was getting swept up in the multitude of thought forms floating around, including some that were extremely fear based. This also doesn't mean she doesn't have any psychic abilities, some people are stronger in some areas of intuition and weaker in others. I bet at one time she was possibly very accurate, but she may have become overly commercialized, busy and now feels she has to produce something for her audience and clients.

I promised I'd come back to why my prediction on Obama never changed regardless of the constant fluctuations during the election season, it's this simple: I 'saw' the whole movie including the ending [Obama being sworn in] almost a year ago. Now think about the changes you go through when you are watching an exciting movie with all the action and varying situations that the characters go through, including close calls etc. from minute to minute you can't tell what will happen next, even the movie's ending can be a shocker. Now, let's say you decide at a later date to watch this same movie again, you won't get so alarmed during some of the close calls, because ultimately you've seen the movie before and you know how it ends. This is exactly what I experienced through 'pre-cognizance' ability to go into the future and foresee events, sometimes this is spontaneous [usually the case] other times I can go there at will when focused to do so. [For more on this topic see the post labeled 'Traveling Into The Future'] So I had in fact already 'SEEN THE MOVIE!!!' BTW I also feel that Obama was able to do this same thing and that was another reason he didn't get ruffled over ever upset [ ie. scenes in the movie] he knew the end, mainly because he is aware of his role and purpose. Some mistook this for arrogance on his part [he definitely was sure of himself!] When he went to Europe some opposing him accused him of being 'presumptuous', or trying to 'appear presidential', some may have thought he was 'acting as if' in order to create this reality through positive thinking. I 'knew' it was none of those above things. Barack Obama knew this 'Election 08' movie's ending and he was already being the president he knew he already was, and some of us knew he was, but everyone else had to wait till Nov. 4, 08. BTW people who tend to be futuristic may appear to others as being presumptuous, I've dealt with this personally as well. It works pretty good in readings for clients; but can be a hindrance in personal relationships. Believe me!

I think at one point some people thought I was probably getting carried away with a personal agenda regarding Obama's presidency---it's times like this when I wish I could click on print somewhere in my mind, and pass out print-outs of what I am 'seeing'; I guess this is my purpose in this blog. I am not always this accurate, and like other psychics I too consider 'probable realities' because everyone has free choice that dictates outcomes in ones life, I can also be wrong. I also admit that in the election race when things were heated up I too could have easily had conflicting views on the final outcome, but somehow this past year I have been feeling exceptionally grounded in my insights and I aligned myself with the truth, and I was able to see through some illusions using discernment, and remembering that 'I knew this movies ending.'

MY ADVICE ABOUT FINDING THE RIGHT PSYCHIC: Go with your gut instinct, if you sense you have more wisdom than the reader, you probably do. Ask for real life references verses testimonials on a brochure or website. Ask them what their strengths are, again abilities vary from person to person. If they have a web site or blog look at their predictions track record, or earlier insights... this may take time to read their sites archives. Ask them if they can read you, why not, you'd ask a carpenter if he was able to build a particular piece of furniture. Stop any reading if you feel the psychic is not reading you accurately [they may not be able to connect with your soul, OR they may be accurately reading things about you that you are denying] in either case you need to be comfortable to benefit from the service. A spiritual intuitive will have a way of telling you uncomfortable truths about yourself in a caring manner, this type of person will also know what you need to hear because they are receiving the info for you from higher beings, and from higher levels of consciousness. The spiritual intuitive type often can read ones souls records even from a distance they tend to have highly developed intuitions, and often don't read Tarot cards, or use other tools of divination. BTW, no judgement on that last statement, some readers find these tools beneficial to 'jump start' their intuition, or to open a reading session. I have used some tools in the past, but eventually for me they were not necessary; I haven't used them in many years.

Quite often the most insightful people are rather invisible and work mainly through word of mouth referrals, [this certainly has been the case for me.] These people tend to shy away from anything that would make others perceive them as insincere or gimmicky, on the other hand they also miss out on helping a lot of people, while perhaps some less qualified people make themselves available to the public. If you know someone who talks about an accurate, right on target reading that they have had, ask them for the readers name and number, or website.

If you are in need of a reading follow my suggestions until you find the right person, in the meantime try this yourself: lie down, quiet your mind, breath deeply, and have a pen and notebook beside you. Ask your questions and wait till you sense, hear, feel, or see, something and write down exactly what you get, [don't edit it even if it seems illogical in the moment.] Put it away and take out periodically and evaluate. This is how I do readings on my self, anyone can do this. If you are not use to meditating or going within try Yoga, a meditation class, or practice going within on a regular basis---it really works! You'll be amazed at how some of the seemingly irrelevant bits you get may prove very accurate and helpful later on.

Feel free to email me 1 question that you'd like guidance on [no charge] You can also email me for info on full intuitive readings. My email info is found under my profile.



Thursday, November 6, 2008

In Defense of Sarah Palin

Deep breath here, as I am about to defend Sarah Palin to a certain degree. I still stand by my earlier intuitive read on her, that has not changed. This morning while getting ready for the day I had the TV in my bedroom on MSNBC [so-called liberal media], and my living room TV happened to be on FOX [so-called conservative media] as I listened to both at the same time there was the usual stark contrast between these 2 major networks.

Surprisingly MSNBC was defending Palin, while FOX hammered away at her. Now, I will say that MSNBC was never hard on her as some claimed, when she first came out Chris Matthews loved her. The exceptions were Rachael Maddow, and Kieth Olbermann, 2 admitted obvious liberals, and even they mostly stated those things about Palin that were true and obvious to anyone not in a coma.

The people at Fox had defended her to the hilt, blaming liberals for attacking her. Now that the Republican campaign is over and leaks about Palin's faults, personality, lack of knowledge, and her other negative traits, are coming out to the Media from the McCain camp, the conservative Media who once called her 'a breath of fresh air' is now annihilating her, and pointing out her inadequacies.

After I left my house this morning I went to a small thrift shop only to find more gathered around attacking Palin; when I left I came home and went straight to my computer. OK, now personally I did find her very negative, offensive, shrill, mean-spirited, and not prepared or qualified to lead. These very things I just mentioned are not befitting to the office of Vice President. Those things alone were a concern, I never cared about the other issues ex. her pregnant teenage daughter, her shopping spree and so on.

On the other hand, in her defense: she was not ready, she was plucked from her simple life in Alaska, I said in my earlier post on her 'she is mediocre,' and 'she didn't know what she didn't know.' When the media thought she was playing up the 'folksy routine' I thought to myself, 'no this is really her' because she didn't appear knowledgeable, articulate, or very polished. I was confused by her sense of fashion, [her style of dress made her somewhat impressive] this style later turned out to be part of 'the packaging of Palin' that was created by the campaign. Once the clothing, make-up artist, stylist info was released, combined with her interview performances, and my 'read' on her, I thought this is really a shame and reflection of poor judgement on John McCain's part; I feel he exploited her as a person, a good looking woman, hoping to get Hillary voters, boost his appeal, and energize his dying campaign...and she did for a minute.

I feel bad for her, I have no doubt the rumors/leaks are true, from what I've read she has been known to intimidate, mis-use power, and many in Alaska fear her. She only likes attractive white people, she refers to Eskimos as 'Artic Arabs' she doesn't display any levels of worldliness or tolerance. I give her some credit for toning down her shrillness the last week of the race. Senior advisers from the McCain staff are now coming forth with how difficult she was to work with, the are calling her 'a hillbilly who went on a Neiman Marcus looting spree.' [She was allowed 3 new suits for the convention, and 3 more for campaign events, which would of cost approx. 20,000-25,000 $$$. Instead she went charge happy and dressed her entire family, bought jewelry,luggage and many expensive personal items.

Yet Sarah won the hearts of many in the GOP base, so the question is why would McCain jeopardize this country with someone he used for 'show' and he is now blaming her for his demise [or his campaign is.]

In defense of Palin---yes she was a drag on the ticket, yes many saw she wasn't ready, BUT regardless of who he picked, as I have said all along John McCain was never meant to be the President of the USA. This is not a biased statement, as a professional intuitive I did not see this role in his Akashic Records, nor do I see it in Palin's Records either. Yes the media was sexist towards her---that is the 'conservative media' Fox news people constantly made reference to her as a sex symbol, referencing her legs, many inappropriate remarks sexual in nature were made about her. This got worse when it became apparent that she didn't have much else going on.

When I said she was 'mediocre' I feel that she had a supportive upbringing that gave her a sense of confidence that exceeded her actual abilities and performance. She hasn't spiritually matured yet, this is evident when I 'read' her chakras [energy centers] while she has some dogmatic religious views this is not the same as spiritual awareness. My intention here is to shed some light on Sarah Palin from a psycho-spiritual point of view. For more intuitive analysis of her click on her name and read previous posts. For readers who want more concrete info on Palin verses a psychics glimpse you can Google her, see her grades from school on line---this will help put additional context to what I have said. She is an entertaining figure, who looks almost relieved to be home in Alaska, I do not see a big future on a national level for her, BUT who knows--people change and things happen. She and John had a soul connection as I previously stated, but a brief one for the purpose of needed soul lessons on both sides, it's been stated that towards the end they barely spoke to one another and were separated. I expect more will be revealed about her, but for now I'm putting this one to rest!


Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Confirmations, Corrections, Clarifications. and Comments!

COMMENT: I'll start with Congratulating President Elect Barack Obama for his impeccable campaign, landslide victory, and history making moment! I was so tired and emotional most of the day. I felt very quiet and reflective, and deeply moved for many reasons regarding this time in American history.

Besides the obvious I am feeling deeply touched that so many 'got it', even though my visions and guidance showed me this would be the case, it wasn't until it happened and I experienced the 'collective shift' of joy, gratitude, and progress towards the change that will assist America in her 'soul's initiation.' As Kieth Olbermann just said "America was in the tank with Obama!" People from around the world are dancing in the street and sending thoughts of goodwill to America.

Throughout my life I have often stood alone with all my metaphysical pondering, waiting for mainstream to either join me so I'd have company, [It gets lonely being psychic,] perhaps even validate me; but mostly to move forward collectively to some 'higher place' whatever that was at any given time. I tend to long for universal connection more than I do interpersonal connection. Maybe this is the 'Nirvana' that old souls tend to seek?

This win is so beyond anything personal for me; the feeling is too overwhelming, I'm not sure if I can compare it to anything. For instance 1 thing I felt was a deep feeling of progress for humanity,Afro-American, and all people and races; I am
white, but I felt the oneness and interconnectedness of all. I feel bad for those who aren't savoring this moment whatever their reasons may be. I hope on some level that they too are inspired by the energy of change.

Just recently I read Fredrick Douglas's Slave Narration, and felt sick throughout the book, I was horrified and had to fight off the ill feeling that continued to come over me while reading, my son came into the room one day to find me in tears over Douglas's trials,whippings, and suffering at the hands of rich, powerful White, mostly religious slave holders. My little boy has no prejudice in him and he understands Martin Luther King and Rosa Parks mark on history, and he is barely eight years old!

CONFIRMATIONS ON MY ELECTION INSIGHTS: So now Obama is no longer a mere prediction of a random intuitive blogger, he is our new President.

Confirmed: Bradley Effect was NOT a factor for voters as I said in late Oct post, media saying reverse effect was in play. [Racism was still a factor for some people and states.]

Confirmed: Florida/Jewish vote went to Obama, as my recent dream message suggested, see post for more details.

Confirmed: I said Obama would win handily in a newsletter last spring;[I was told landslide and some would be very surprised, I kept this to myself, because I was telepathically getting that the more specific I was caused some discomfort, and possible doubts about my accuracy/intentions.]

Confirmed:***Another hit is the 'boomerang effect' that I've already mentioned in other posts,[see link on side menu] however I didn't realize the magnitude of this and the trickle down effect it would have on other Republicans running for various positions. [I was mostly seeing those in the presidential race.] However; anyone who chose to play dirty did experience a back fire, or 'boomerang effect' as I've called it. EX: Elizabeth Dole lost to Kay Hagan after running the Godless American ad.

I won't list other examples but the point is that a major cleansing and purging has taken place, so that anyone who takes part in old out- moded thinking, and nasty tactics has to go---they will not resonate with the new. Honor and integrity are big parts of the new vibration we are in. BTW Michelle Bachman [R} won and I have a feeling she may be on the verge of being in the new energy and maybe she got carried away for a moment when she made her anti- American comments, but in the bigger picture she will [hopefully] rise to the occasion. She could have lost to her opponent after her remarks, but I feel she has good to offer and work to do.

Another confirmation:RE: 'Right Wing ideology out of touch' with Americans and where America needs to go. In one of my more recent posts I 'saw' the USA coming into an era that was made for Democrats, since that remark I have heard 3 conservatives say the same thing.

Pat Buchanan--[R]said the country is moving to the left now, and it's their time, and at times in history we go through different trends.

Peggy Noonan [R] she talked about 'Political Grace' [her new book title] she more or less said the same as Pat B. and talked about these political shifts in the wind as important times in history.

CORRECTION:BTW--Noonan did vote McCain, so I'm confused about the news I saw a few weeks back calling her an'Obama Endorser'??? I am going to consider this an error and remove it from the post it's in. [Conservatives for Obama.]

Michael Smerconish [R] I got chills when I heard him parrot the exact words I wrote here. He spoke about the needed changes in the [R} party, and they have much reviewing to do; BUT---he suspects that they will conclude that the various failings of their party will be that they were not conservative enough----Smerconish said this is wrong, and they need to become less objectionists, more Government involvement, and more inclusiveness, Smerconish life long [R] says his party has been too 'exclusive.' So, for anyone who thought my words were that of a 'Liberal' verses a Professional Intuitive Consultant, those very same statements came straight from the mouths of 3 well known, visible, life-long conservatives.

CLAIRIFICATION: The last post entitled "Social Responsibility is Spiritual." Please note***Although I begin the post with my own insights and commentary, towards the end of the post I include a paragraph from a Buddhist article, as well as the link to that article. Just above the article's paragraph I made a note saying: "The Following IS NOT My Words," this may be confusing because as you are reading along to my words the post then transitions to the article where the author refers to them self as 'I'------[this is not me speaking.] I tried to put that note in bold, but my bold isn't working, so if you read fast, or gloss over words you may miss it.

I got an email from someone who evidently thought that the words from the article's paragraph were mine, and they were defensive about something they 'thought' I had said. I used the article to expound on some insights and reflections I've had and as a reference for readers. The theme of the article was about the 'structures of selfishness' and how we collectively must get past our own personal...whatever; ex. family, group, race, so that we may improve society as a whole, the article referred to spiritual socialism as a way to cure societies ills. [This isn't the same a economic Socialism ;it's more spiritual, but could also include the latter.]

I expect the political insights may lesson now the election is over. I am open to other topics or questions of any nature. Soon I will start a specif area on the blog for this, in the meantime feel free to comment here or email me with anything at all.

God Bless America!


Saturday, November 1, 2008

Social Responsibility is Spiritual!

My posts are getting longer than I intended, and this blog is getting more political than I imagined. So, to be clear I certainly am not a professional with any particular training in this area; however this election season my intuitive readings have veered in this direction, so I have willingly obliged. Plus the fact that I started this blog in the last month of the election, people's curiosity and my insights have leaned in this direction. This is NOT a political opinion blog, it is an 'Intuitive Insight' blog, I simply convey the messages I receive to you the reader, and I may add some commentary when needed for context.

The media is talking about how important this election is, and it is. This particular election is a pivotal turning point for the country. I have never been overly political, but this year my insights and curiosity has led me to be more hands on. [You can read my other posts on Election 08, to see how this evolved.]

The short version is back last December with no prior knowledge or interest I had a vision of Barack Obama beating Hillary Clinton, and then later winning the general election. I followed up on my vision in every way I could. At that time there were still several players in the game on both sides, and I got guidance on all of them [previously published in my email newsletter.] One by one many of them dropped out of the race exactly the way 'I saw it.' This spurred my interest even more, the intuitions I was having were more accurate than anything the experts were saying on TV and the Internet. Anyone can research this themselves by going to political websites and psychic prediction websites. The majority of them had the race between Clinton and Giuliani, some between Edwards and Romney, all of whom were 'out of the picture' very early on with the exception of Clinton.

My visions, predictions, and insights on Obama continued to be confirmed both in my mind and in the media. I became a supporter of his for many, many, reasons. [Many professionals won't reveal their private views, particularly if they earn money from their site.] I do private readings, but I like to keep this blog, open, honest, informal, and a touch personal so [I may combine thoughts and comments along with the insights I get; but there is a distinction between the two.] So,in summary the main components of my personal views have to do with my spiritual beliefs and ideas about what we need as a society. [EX.] for the most part my political views come from my spiritual views, which come from the guidance, insights, and visions I receive. My intuition exists beyond my rational thoughts, but because I've been doing this for over 20 yrs. my intuitions have become more integrated with my thoughts. I hope that makes sense.

At the risk of being opinionated here I have found myself being surprised at how people choose a candidate for there own personal circumstances. I probably sound really naive here, and I suspect that some think I am doing that very same thing; but I am not.

I am having difficulty grasping the concept of people's definition of Patriotism for example. People who place a level of importance on flag pins and mindless flag waving, while being very reluctant to consider change that would be good for America collectively. [I realize this is subjective, and as individuals we all view things differently.] But to me some themes are a given if you are a caring, mindful, person.

How presumptuous I must be, while most the folks I know, and now a good portion of our country are in agreement that Obama is the more likely candidate to move us in a new direction. Yet many completely disagree for various reasons, but I can't help notice that one big reason sticks out above all others---MONEY!

This is now the theme of the GOP Party, and their presidential candidate. I find myself having to keep my judgements in check on this issue, I now have a clearer understanding of Conservative Values, but I am in uneasy with most of them. It keeps coming back to the same concept that people want to own what they have earned, accomplished, and therefore deserve; and others should do the same. Am I crazy as a spiritual thinker that this sounds selfish? Some people I have spoke with have made very valid points supporting there conservative views, but I can't help but wonder aren't we here for something bigger than our own personal gain? Capitalist are into personal gain, I am not saying this is bad...I am saying there is more than materialism and this idea is found in ALL spiritual teachings!

Now, I recently read a quote somewhere that only a 'Liberal is too broadminded to even make an argument on there own behalf.' [I so relate to this,] and I do tend to see every one's reasons and points of view, however; isn't the concept of 'self forgetting' a major tenant for most spiritual and religious thought? Many say Jesus was a Liberal, yet the far Right Wing acts like they have the market on Christ's teachings.

Perhaps there is not one single absolute truth, but from the spiritual perspective the idea of giving, compassion, and kindness are central. While we shouldn't mix religion and politics there needs to be some moral compass for individuals and society as a whole. Another example that comes to mind is many voted for George Bush due to his belief in Jesus Christ, now many have gone to the other extreme and feel he is not spiritual at all. I think Al Gore probably has it right, in his book 'Assault on Reason' Gore comments that Bush's faith is genuine, and that contrary to the opinion of many he also says that Bush is smart enough. Gore goes on to say that Bush's problem has more to do with his far right ideology, and inability to change his views even in the face of reason---thus the title of Gore's book. [BTW--this book has some very good points, but they are repetitive, and Al Gore tends to bore me after a while, so I never finished reading the entire book.]

OK so back to where I want to go on this post...taking everything into consideration including my views, opposing views, intuitions I get, I have a strong desire to have this all make sense beyond my gut feelings, or personal views. With all the accusations from the GOP about Obama being a 'Socialist' and how terrible this would be for our country, I decieded to look into this. I have affluent friends, middle class and poor friends on the Left who are more than happy to pay more for the betterment of the whole. They come from various backgrounds and means, but all have similar spiritual views regardless of varying socio-economic status. I find this curious to say the least.

So today I spent time researching the concepts of Socialism, Marxism, and even Communism, and they aren't accurately Obama's views at all, nor do I fully agree with them. BUT---I intuitively keep getting that the USA needs some social changes to improve our society, and yet why do so many still reject this notion that some sort of change is needed now??? I have no clue how a government or country should be run, but I do know we need to collectively move forward as a society of people with social/spiritual concepts and the theme of mutual sharing and cooperation are needed, and self interest and selfishness are blocks to progress. I am not merely referring to 'Spreading the Wealth" evidently the worst words a Capitalist society can hear. There is something deeper needed here.

Finally in my research to find something that supports what I am getting through inner guidance I came across a Buddhist article about 'Dharma Socialism' [Dharma is Sanskrit meaning 'One's Duty.'] I am no expert in Buddhism, but throughout my life I seem to find answers every time I am led back to the teachings of Jesus or Buddha. I am not saying this article is the only way to go, but the teachings come closer to what I feel more than anything I've read in a while. This article isn't specifically about economic Socialism, infact it' not. I keep hearing that we need to simplify, be more moderate, generous even if we have less, we need to share, trade, and exchange in ways that support one another, everyone has something to contribute---yes that may mean money, but it's deeper and more holistic than that; it involves sharing talents, gifts, time, abilities. This concept was used in Communal living [which I'm not suggesting here.] Those that I have spoke to who experienced this way of life speak highly about the merits of it.

Most of us prefer to be way more self sufficient than that, but I think the current economic crisis will make it necessary for us to at least consider things we may not have tried before.

The link for the entire Buddhist article is {Sorry,I don't know why the links don't light up on this blog?}

Below is one portion from the article that confirms some spititual themes that I've thought about:

****NOTE***THE WORDS BELOW ARE NOT MINE, THEY ARE FROM THE ARTICLE*** [author refers to self as 'I']

'STRUCTURES OF SELFISHNESS': {sample excerpt from article article}

I believe that the profound and detailed Buddhist teachings on self (atta), defilement (kilesa), attachment (upadana), and the other causes of dukkha are a tool that humanity must use to get out of its mess. A simple perspective from which to examine the causes and origins of social dukkha is selfishness. When we analyze our personal dukkha using the principle of dependent co-origination (paticca-samuppada), we see that all of it is linked with our own self-centeredness or selfishness. Similarly, when we examine social problems we find that they are rooted in social selfishness, what I call "structures of selfishness." Here, selfishness means a concern above all with one's self, one's family, or one's group (company, class, religion, race, nationality, sports club) such that one disregards the needs and well-being of others, or even goes so far as to consciously harm others when selfishness is out of control. In the Buddhist analysis, such selfishness comes from tanha (craving) and upadana (attachment to that craving) that there is some "me" or "self" who craves; this gives rise to the identifications and egoistic states of mind around which our selfishness forms. This "causal nexus" happens not only personally, it also happens collectively as certain forms of craving become endemic in our society. Certain forms of attachment are built into our social structures. We have certain collective identities to skin color, language, religion, history, ideology, and so on. We form collective egos and we are collectively selfish, what is sometimes called "national interest" (or "class interest" or whatever "interest"). These give rise to "structures of selfishness," some of which I would like to explore here.

A rough equivalent of the word "selfishness" is the Pali kilesa (defilement, that which tarnishes or pollutes the mind). Therefore, we can take the primary defilements that we investigate and uproot in Buddhist practice and use them to investigate certain social structures. This gives us a simple yet powerful analytical tool, one grounded in morality and spirituality.


The above is just a portion, the article should be read in it's entirety. [BTW some of the words are in Sanskrit.]

Thanks, ~Marie~

Friday, October 31, 2008

Glimpse into Casey Anthony

The other night while I was contemplating Casey, with my inner hearing [clairaudience] I heard "She will break." That was it, it was very simple, clear, yet I got no other input about this.

A few posts back on this case I said she may break possibly, but I wasn't sure how likely a scenario this would be; thus far she appears unmoved and detached.

Using logic and intuition I wondered why now, what's new that will possibly cause Casey to break? I stated earlier that if she does it will have more to do with herself than Caylee, and I believe this is the case still.

Casey is a user, one who relies and needs others to provide for her and meet her needs. When they don't freely give to her she just takes what she needs from them, as she has done with family and friends. People like this feel empty, thus they are very needy and controlling. This has been proven to be the case with Anthony. Even though this personality type appears to be in control when they are exploiting others, they tend to fall apart when they have no one to lean on or suck energy from, literally.

This type of person is usually an 'energy vampire' and sooner or later they need a fix, and when they can't get it via, sex, drugs, money, shopping, or manipulating others they start to come apart at the seams. The outer addictive tendencies are mainly to manage or mask the ongoing anxiety they experience from their own high levels of fear,terror, and basic emptiness.

I think being in jail longer than she has been thus far, not getting her way, and mounting evidence...with more to come I feel; she is probably heading towards some type of 'break down.'

I think the collective circumstantial evidence will be enough to convict her, but I also feel that something bigger may present itself as well. During this breaking point it 'feels' like she will be more willing to talk, but I'm not clear which event occurs first-----I think everything piling up against her will limit her defense options and her lawyer will have to layout the choices for her. The culmination of feeling trapped in a corner may be the emotional release trigger. I still feel she will only cooperate to the degree that it benefits her; verses having a guilt breakdown which leads to a purging confession.

As I've said before Caylee is in peace with the angels, but it feels that Casey's healing will begin when she breaks,feels and recognizes within herself what she has done. At this point; this recognition is more important to her spiritual well being more than anything else.The notion of cooperating with police for the sake of being a helpful person, well this time frame has passed, the police don't absolutely need her, but she needs to have an honest moment with her self. This will be the beginning of some dialog with her own soul,if she is even capable of this.

Previously her energy felt more 'will full' now it feels confused, and diminished. I have a suggestion to all the good caring people out there searching the web and sites like mine to find info. on this case: Take a deep breath, and know that on the spiritual level things are more resolved than they appear, not completely but I can say that little Caylee is fine, and it is Casey [The perpetrator, and now a victim of her own soul illness.] who needs healing, and divine assistance. This no doubt will be a tough pill to swallow for most.

Turn this over to God, ask for his help and guidance for Casey and yourselves; and then let it go into his hands. This will bring more peace and healing than anything I or anyone else can say concerning this case. I understand that we are all concerned, worried, and feeling helpless, but please know Caylee is OK now. This is the case and we need not wait for closure, conviction or anything else that helps our minds feel this matter has been resolved. It is more complex than that, and on the level that really counts the process is underway. I hope this brings even the tiniest spec of comfort to those who read these words.